2nd Dae of Valery

Haiz! C this VALERY again! E only not threatening thing abt her is cuz her working speed is really slow, she is like those slacker sort. Cuz she is not working 4 $ Then lidat dun work lah! Took up e opportunity 4 me 2 earn $. Worst is when jimmy asked me 2 do e next screening –focus grp w her. OH MANN!!! Luckily I smart enough, just said I wana earn e last bit of $ b4 my sch starts, so jimmy granted my wish! But I guess jimmy roughly noe lah! Unfortunately, we couldn’t finish screening cuz of e race quota lah! Haiz.. We called our day off very late & surprisingly; we went “SUPPER” JIMMY. As I dun eat diner nowadays, I gotta sit dere & watch Jimmy eat. Surprisingly, this Valery is really worst than me, nv eat e whole day & still dun wana eat. She’s MAD! She claimed tat she’s not on diet, just her habit 4 not eating, only at nite, 1 meal per day. How can she da-han (althou I eat 1 meal a day also, but mine is in e morny, so Iv energy 2 burn 4 e rest of my day) jimmy was rather Sianz as he gotta eat alone, he ordered satay, too bad I cant eat! Nvm! He promised to treat me CURRY tmr! Eat tmr then! :P Oh! Sometng weird happened tdy. When I was finishing work, DAMON called. He’s like asking me if I 4got 2 take back my file… I left it in his “boot” tat day after FUN FAIR, then he started telling me tat he joined e faci for Itl stdt camp, & asking me 2 join him 2 WahLah @ Holland V aft work, cuz he & his session is gg dere “now”.. I meant it’s so weird lah! I dun even noe a single soul from his session lah! Of coz I din go, I’m so tired alrdy, some more I dun hv e mood lah. If were 2 b Dear, I bet I wld b very energized & wanted 2 go no matter how tired I’m. I really very worried! I dun wan him 2 like me more than a fwen. I’m afraid tat’s true, althou it seems very obvious alrdy! Avoiding someone is very tough,; anyway, he’s not a bad fwen afterall. I guess I need fwenz in sch as well. If I stayed close w him, I scare he’ll misunderstand, but I really need at least a close & true fwen 2 support me in sch. W/o Dear, I feel very insecure, esp in sch! Haiz… I hv no one 2 share my feelings & tot with. So Sianz… I cant share all my tots freely w him cuz he noe dem. Worst, I only noe him 4 like half-a-year. he’s not someone 2 me, I guess 4 self-protection, I really nit 2 learn wad I can share & wad can’t b shared! Tat’s Y tis BLOG came abt! I really hope I can share all my tots here w/o offending or endangering myself 2 anythg! Hope I’ll b safe here! DEAR DAIRY!