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[Go] shopping
[Talk] to people
[Read] magazines
[Do] grahic designing
[Watch] TV & Movies
[Listen] to music
[Meet] up with friends
[Keep] occupied / busy
[Eat] Japanese cruisine
[Bake] cookies


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[Eat] durian
[People] lie / insincere
[Make] decision
[Settle] quarrels
[Left] alone
[Go] clubbing
[Drink] alcohol
[Do] housechores
[Listen] to mum's nagging
[Being] accused

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Thursday, December 29, 2005
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same clothes ?! twins ?
OMG!!! today is Isetan pte sales, supposedly to meet up at 845, outside Lido's entrance 4 the sales this morny, but last min chin changed 2 evening, so i went back to bed...
afternoon i brought Yinglin to see shoes, but i rushed down to taka to buy her belated xmas gift b4 meeting her, kinda rushed... when i was wrapping her gift at the taka cash counter after payment, suddenly heard a little dispute besides me --> i didn't really notice at 1st cuz i saw the lady looked fine in the Q, but i was wrong - the indian woman beside me was arguing that she came 1st, and defending herself that she was just taking a short cut by joining the Q from the "exit" - whereas the other chinese lady (& friends) was trying to reasoned with her, but indian woman just refused to listen & still trying to push the blame one her, thou i din c what happened, but i just feel that indian woman sound very much to defend herself; i somehow think that she's in wrong. i felt very much to help - but i didn't see anythg, so i could only look at them and listen to their argument... (but quite scary thou! haha..)
expectedly, i really bot shoes - this time were 2 pairs - but still not bad - still within my budget ($100). But i gotta return to collect them tmr thou cuz one pair no size yet, the other one left with display pair ( i dun like ), so... ya... think tmr i will need to know how to hide my shoes mann.. haha...
aftering reaching orchard 4 the sales finally, OMG!!! i'm like wearing almost exactly the same as chin - same turquoise top, with blue denim skirt - oh mine... so pah seh.. what a coincidence ?! yday she was wearing the exact same skirt as joyce, luckily it was at nite - so not that obvious. think next time we must really cfm what each other wearing b4 meeting up mann...
unexpectedly i spent $ tdy - a neck scraf (agnes.b) at $11.40 only!!! (80 + 5% discount) what a good deal ?! then i spent on the esprit voucher that becky gave me as xmas gift last year - bot a top for myself n louis (actually i dun really feel like but like what chin suggested - he bot me so many thing, it's good that i can get him sth also..) so all right lah! this is my 1st time that i feel like buying things as an obligation lidat... that's Y i dun really like voucher, if i seldom shop at that place, then it would be very hard to use it (at 1st i even thot of selling the voucher at the counter to potential buyers... but at the end, i tot of owing sth from esprit - dun waste.. so... ya!)
actaully b4 our shopping, we dinned at food republic (wisma atria), i queued for super long 4 hokkein mee - but i think i was rather lucky cuz i've got the last plate (b4 they have to cook the next badge again) - think it's quite worth my waiting... then i had a cup of mixed fruit juice - kiwi + strawberry + tomatoes - all my likes... sourish n helped in digestion! i really feel very healthy about it. think i must thanks edmund for helping me to change my diet - i really feel that i shld stick to a cup of fruit juice and some fruits a day mann... think that time i lost wt thou - unfortunately i put on after xmas... and now my carve muscles are backed - cuz monday wore my new nine west heels the whole day - what a regret!? haiz.. i've massaged them already, but still very visible, think i must stay away from heels 4 quite sometime liao - so sad!!! :(

1:37 AM
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Thursday, December 22, 2005
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hate to be "NIAO" (nagged and scolded) i was still in quite a good mood early in the day - went shopping for Xmas gift with my nice outfit (think i wore qutie nice tdy thou!) but until when i reached my office, i really have a tough day... the 2 guys (out of 3) -{ Macus, Terrence & (Nelson) } - as usual - teased me, they just like to disturb me. But their teasing is just irritating me, not helpful at all... probably they are trying too hard...?! well... thank god that i don't have younger brother, or else i think i'll just vomit blood mann... they are just so childish - still rmb 2 days ago, they (Marcus & Nelson) were running around the office for just kicking Nelson's butt, i was on the line, so just kept quiet. i mean they are 17 already (still trying to show that they are old enough, but i mean i can tell from their behavior - really very childish n unbearable!!!) including their work, anyhow code, made the whole data-entry so tough n slow... i was just saying out that they are not that good in coding, quite confusing, i don't mean to complain, and i don't even think that's considered as one, but ended up i got "niao" from Jimmy, sound as if i'd it on purpose?! haiz... actually this time when i returned to saffron, i've already toned down and don't dare to comment so much, but seems like Jimmy don't see it but yet think that i've never change. i think this time round i just missed by that little bits... sometimes i feel that Jimmy is kinda using me as a "sandbag" to vent all his "moodiness" at me, yday he just "niao" me again - he was talking about sth else, then he just linked and linked all to me, i was like.. so embarrassed cuz he was "niao-ing" me in front of Marcus (the new guy), what can i do!? just keep quiet!!! but tdy again - haiz... at 1st i was still laughing at my mum for being so "sua-gu" (ignorant), rushing me to tell her what's the Singtel offer is, just becuz she saw the letter with her name n ic no on it, still asked me to hurry to buy if it's really free. i really can't "stand" her at times, she is becoming more n more like a typical singaporean AUNTIE - so kiasu (scare to lose out) and "greedy". cuz i have to rushed 4 note-taking, so i was like saying that i'll discussed with her when i come home. she was like still so unsettled, still bugging me... then, after i reached home, i was like rushing to bath cuz i wana catch my American Next Top Model at 1030pm (when i reached home already 1020pm), i thought of reading the letter again after my shower, but she is like asking me just before i go n bath, and then started the quarrel... "can't u just read it to me now? will die issit? don't know what have u learnt from school? studied so much still like that, it's really just wasting my $$$, "studied-diapers" (cantonese - meaning meaningless academy).." she raised her voice, just mombled to herself.... what i hate most is that when she use my studies as one of the analogy to scold me, i think her words are far too much... the thing is that she still owe me $$$ lor... now she said i'm wasting her $$$? what rubbish?! that's really too ridulous mann... when she wana borrow $ from me, she sounded so nice and sympathetic, now she kept accusing me and said things so unpleasant to hear, really pissed me off. by just trying to tell her not to use my studies as a waste, she claimed that i'm reubutting her... i just slammed the door and have a quick shower, thou at the end, i still missed 15 min of the show... but i mean i think her words are seriously too over-broad lor.. so irritating. i have arleady bot her a necklace, but now i abit sianz to give her (xmas gift). even the sales-auntie also said we very cute, trying to give each other an surprise, but i don't know if she will give me?! hopefully she will have something nice 4 me bah... but seems quite hard thou - she doesn't seem 2 have bot me anythg lah.. isit all mothers are lidat cuz of menopause?! i know every wowen will be very hot temper and always being unreasonable... didn't c me 4 a few nites (not cuz i go clubbing, but just that i'm busy working), then she's like making a big fuss over it - worst is the sacarcism that she used... really very irritating lor - "i'm even worst than pple who are attached.." my instant thot is --> what's the link? that sound super ridiculous... omg! anyway, i just put my hp away from my poor ear & trying to let her to get her msg over with... seriously it's annoying - she always use sacarcism which i really can't stand!!! ARGH!!!!

12:56 AM
ONE PIECE FEVER =D


Tuesday, December 13, 2005
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what a MiZZ ? but ended up with a SURPRISE!!!
Today seems to be quite a weird day 4 me.. still to this week will be super packed with my work, cuz jimmy got a screening project for me... (supposedly) but last min postponed, somemore postponed till 2 jan (so long) wasted my day - if not, i could work at the pet shop tdy mah! but nvm lah! tdy i just kinda like trying to transfer all the files to my new laptop lor... But abit sianz thou... Luckily tmr i can resume my pet-food-packaging job liao, rather than slack at home... actually just kinda feel like zzz lor... but i dun think i can afford that lah! now it's gonna b three liao! later still gotta reach office by 5pm for focus grp "auntie" job!
Yday was rather fun, went work with joyce, so long nv meet up - she is the 1st 208 whom i met after my exam lor! so sad rite? well.. what to do? everyone is so busy and not much activity going on... Haiz.. think i just have to wait till Xmas mann...
We both at 1st abit like nothing much to talk about (i feel lah) but after that we were like talking non-stop, think the whole office was super noisy cuz of us mann... haha... Alvin was shocked by my excitement when i was telling joyce about the Nine West shoes i bought during sales. Haha...
Then we meet up with Chin to walk walk, and just happened that my friend told me tdy we can start reserving clothes for Mango sales... i was so excited - cant wait mann.. cuz i was waiting 4 a skirt to go on sales...
cuz chin had her dinner b4 coming, probably cuz we rejected her idea of eating xiao-long-bao (AGAIN!!!), that's Y she chose to eat on her own 1st?! whereas joyce & i bought green tea ice-cream and the fried squids pancake from Isetan basement - jap food fest! Hmmmm... the green tea ice cream is so delicious! my wisdom tooth felt so good also - i was suffering from the pain the past 2 days, haiz... felt pain even when i ate just one pocky! (thou i can still eat biscuits the day b4) then we hasted to Mango above... searching n searching...
OH NO!!!!!!
How can it be?! NO MORE? only left with the brown one skirt? WHATTT..?!?!? i was very sad & disppointed, i mean hardly i found sth i like it so much, now actually it's gone?! Why eveytime when i wait 4 sales, it's always lidat? so unfair!!!
chin was encountering the same problem as me.. she cant find her carpes, so we hurried rushed down to the 2-storey Mango as quickly as possible. Unfortunately, i couldn't find my skirt AGIAN!!! Haiz... sold out!! chin was luckier, she managed to get her carpes... BUT the worst i think it's joyce, she got nothing from both Mango, i felt so sad 4 her! Haiz.. despite at the end she claimed it's cuz of $$$, but more likely to be cuz of the sizes? i felt so bad! she cant get anythg! just hope that she will come on thurs with me and able to get sth lah... (Joyce! don't worry ok?! i will help u find one!!!) and i hope i can get my skirt and a top... (now i abit regret reserving the 2 pants already, hope that i don't have to pay 4 them!)
Then, louis sent us home cuz he needed to return me my laptop, joyce & chin commented that he looked comical... ermm... i dun deny lah! the 1st time i saw him i also found him look funny! mayb that's Y he suits that monkey king role so well?! haha..
After i reached home, i realized there's a SURPRISE!!! OH mann.. it's the shades that i was just commenting... (when he asked) Haiz... made me feel so bad! plus i saw the receipt - thou he "blanko" it, but i still can see the back of it. So pai seh! i really feel very bad mann.. haiz... i called him immediately, he was like saying as long as i like the gift, it doesn't matter. plus he has worked, so he could afford it! i meant that was really too costly as a Xmas gift lor! i really have no idea what he gonna give me 4 my Bday mann.. somemore it'll be my 21st Bday - really BIG DAY mann.. i dun dare to tell him what i like already! Very SCARY leh!!! Now it seems like if i really wana go 4 another guy - it's very bad of me to do so mann... this tactic is really making me feel guilty mann.. i really have no idea mann... but i think i must be strong, and not give in so easily! i must stand with my own principle!!! besides i should not like someone cuz of the gift he gave, if not, i should have return him the gift.
YEAH!!! think i'm clear with my stand! i shall just stick to it! :)

2:49 PM
ONE PIECE FEVER =D


Thursday, December 08, 2005
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after dance, i was super duper hungry! cuz gotta wait 4 him to get his car from his daddy's office, and happened that jason they all were going 4 dinner, so we followed and waited 4 him lor! it was quite embarrassing then we tried to they asked how come we are not eating, may be cuz of ann lah! she like very scare lidat one lor.. kept asking me where are we gg 4 dinner and all... then, she is like too blur! even blurrer than me lor.. she worries too much also! but ok lah! at least we had fun after that ... after such sumptous dinner, we went to have a chat by the side; and then we went to Geylang to have DURIAN... surprisingly they both quite like it, unlike me- a chinese who hates durian.. think they had a very "interesting & memorable" evening! cuz i did! :) -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Here comes my 2nd day of dance camp - still thot there will be more pple here tdy, unfortunately, there's only the few (in the pic)! but the worst part is that we all have no more energy tdy to dance - most prob cuz we have not be dancing 4 super duper long, that's Y tdy all of us like wana die already! plus somemore breakdance & street jazz, 1st time trying CAROL (from studio wu) - WAH! can die mann.. she teach damn fast, expects u to pick up after 2-3 times demostration... but *phew!* i've friends to accompany me - to anyhow dance when it comes to the part where we were split into grps. at least i dun feel so bad lah! but i'd fun ya! i think i kinda like street jazz leh! oh mann.. after her lesson, i'm so inspired to learn jazz, but there'r so many types of jazz, which one should i learn ? i really dunno leh?! But also must c where to learn! Mayb LADC? then i can c "him" and prob can know him better through this! haha... Actually this morny i went breakfast with louis to pass him my laptop - cuz he helped me bring to CIT (sch laptop care centre lah!) to format my new lappie, then he waited with me at YMCA lobby b4 workshop, then Nic they all one by one came, they all gave me that look => "how come louis is here?!" i mean if i were them, i would think so too, plus seeing him sitting beside me, of cos they will think otherwise! i also dunno how to tell him, hinted to him to go 1st, he still dunno how to catch! haiz... then after that jason went 4 a puff with him, and i bet jason knew lor - he was like teasing me after camp just now! haiz... so pai seh! even vida also teased me! OMG!!! really no face liao lah!!! really dun like all this misunderstanding mann... actually partially his fault also, he is like opening letting everyone know that he's courting me lidat! dunno what's his motive mann?! Break dance workshop - 1st time being "inverted"!!!

3:58 PM
ONE PIECE FEVER =D


Tuesday, December 06, 2005
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1, 2, 3... Chheeeezzzz!!! (after Ryan's class) "ARGHhhhh....." After all our self-Choreo Sticking out our tongues?! ~ too hungry?! cant wait 4 dinner ?!

the "LEFT-OVERs" @ Menotti

Eurhythmix Dance Camp 2005

#1. Starting off with a filling DIM SUM brunch:

Went to eat with Louis, his german friends at Geylang / Aljunied there - He Ji Bao store! Cuz he wana bring his German friends who are under exchange program to try out chinese cruisine, so i just follow lah! anyway, long time nv eatten DIM SUM already! of cuz, that's defintely incomparable with East Ocean's lah! they use prawn as their base (main ingredient) 4 their DIM SUM, whereas here - expectedly using just pork! probabaly cuz they haven't tried the good one b4, and/or they are not that critical with the taste of food, i swear i won't be coming back here to eat DIM SUM - i rather go Crystal Jade (even thou East Ocean is still the BEST so far i tried!)

#2. Dance Camp:

Part I - Ryan's Workshop

Finally here comes my long waited eMIX dance... i have not been dancing 4 super long already! OMG!!! i'm feeling FAT also lor! must really sweat it out mann!! haha...

we 1st had lunch @ long john silver, then went back to sch to chill out alittle b4 our very 1st dance workshop - RYAN! he is damn funny - his humour has lightened the class so much, and i can c that many of them have enjoyed it very much! even the guys also! they feel that they can relate themselves with the class lidat! prob it's his power lah! haha.. tdy he was teaching us how to relate ourselves to the audiences ~ his LIVE demostration is really shocking and scary! he was doing some slow moves and then suddenly he just CRAWLED towards Racheal (from intro hip hop) very closely & danced "exotically" and "suggestively"! She was so shocked & embarrassed that she covered her face through the whole demo ~ it was just so funny & memorable mann.. think he is really FUNNY! (despite the fact that he is already 32, he still looks rather young, prob cuz he's short & small size lah! i think he is 165+ only... pretty short ah?! well...) actually i couldn't recognise him at 1st, cuz he has black hair now, unlike the last camp, he bleached his hair and it was rather blond...

Part II - Self-choreo

we headed down to Admin Building after all the stretches (crunches of 60 forwards, 30 left & 30 right; push ups...) for our next activity - Self-Choreo.. on the way, cuz tdy was a hot Sunny day, i put on my mum's DKNY shades and all of them started teasing me! HaIz... well.. it's ok! i'm ok with that lah! but it was quite fun that somehow gotta tok to them more, know them abit better... (i think!) actually i think i have very mild n slight crush on justin(year one) one leh! dunno issit cuz that time candance keeps saying he's very cute, then i kinda noticed him lah! but din really tok to him lah! i guess he also enjoyed dance bah! despite he is not really a good dancer - something like me lidat, but he still very enthu about eMIX, i think it's good! but ok lah! prob he is just my eye-candy lah! haha.. tdy finally gotta tok to him more - teasing him with his adidas & black-n-white oufit! (he claimed that's his dance outfit!)

anyway, the self-choreo was really nice! despite they have so little time and dance background, i think they have done a pretty good job! just that i feel abit empty and low-spirit cuz not many people have left aft Ryan's class, and worst after our self-choreo --> DINNER!!!

Part III - Dinner

We made a reservation of 30 at Bugis Fish & Co, but due to poor repsonds, we reduced to 25 -> 15 -> 0 . that's very bad! But dun be misunderstood! the ZERO doesnt indicate that we skip our dinner plan, but instead we went to Menotti (Italian Restaurant at Raffles City - oppo Raffles Hotel) cuz of our SMU card's offer of 1-4-1 (order b4 7pm), so we hurried hastened our pace and rushed there b4 7pm. i was excited with it as this is my 1st time, and i think it's gonna be a nice one!

hmmm... as i was entering the restaurant, i saw all the ice-cream --> they are so unique, berry yoghurt, peach, mango... then all the puddings and tiramisus... whao.. looks super yummy mann.. plus the ambience was really not bad! after settling on the sofa seat, i feel super comfortable that i just wana lie down and zzz... i could feel all the "mild" ache in between my joints, still rmb that i could hardly tied a knot with the plastic bag just now when i was helping Vida to pack all the costumes. i think i really too long nv exercise liao lor! HAIZ... so weak!

anyway, i'm glad that i din order pasta but just fish fillet, it's really very filling and "jur-lat" (get sick of the taste)! cuz the carvy is very thick, i felt super thirsty instantly after i tried the fish. i tried the above dishes as well.. but kind of creamy - not so much my cup of tea! but unfortunately, this 1-4-1 offer only last till next week, 15 Dec! haiz.. still thot of bringing 208 there to have a meal or sth... but seems very hard leh! anyway, i think i must go n try again - heard that their hot choco is the authentic kind! they prepared the cocoa, then u add the milk on ur own... as Pei Cheng (Vik) was describing to me, and with my vivid imagination -> Whaoo... (putting two palms on my cheeks) YUMMY!!! really wana try it mann... Whoo... anyway, it's $6.50 lah! i think still ok lah! if were to try it out! at least better than the one i tried yday - O'Brien, seriously disappointed, cuz they use Curdsburry's cocoa powder 2 brew their hot-choco ($4.50 for regular) i felt so cheated lor! - nv order that again in future!!

- Day 1 of Camp Ended -

#3. Going home

As i was waiting 4 bus @ Raffles Hotel, it took zillion of minutes to come - think the bus must have delayed or sth.. cuz when 36 finally arrived, it was so full! cuz i'm so tired, wana nap on the way home, so i just continued to wait! Surprisingly, louis called and said he'll fetch me home - as he's gg back from orchard. i stupidly agreed & waited 4 him for quite awhile, luckily i've my mp3 and juice mag to keep me occupied! i was rather regret after i put down the phone. but nvm lah! Finally he came! E?! how come there's a yen-dao sitting besides him - orh.. tat's his fwen - erwin - who stays at mandrain garden. heard that he's the mtv host in indonesia - no wonder he's not bad looking! but cant really c very clearly lah! it's so dark! but ok lah.. got a lift home! haha.. better than only me n him again!

#4. MSN

just happened 2 tok to edmund just now! wah.. really missed him leh! so long nv c him or tok to him already! haha.. but he revealed to me a piece of bad news - ADRIAN IS ATTACHED!!! i just felt the pin-poking-like kinda pain in my heart, abit suffocated lidat! i don't know how!? i guess it's abit like the feeling of being speechless - having sth in the mouth - but just cant say it out! the feelings really sux! i wish he is lying. but he's very sure! but i still dun think he's attached despite the fact that quite likely he might! (the big thing hanging in his car) cuz he n jimmy met him over lunch tdy, so they were teasing abt each other - jimmy most probably will get married next year; and then they were like competiting - saying that who'll be faster?! i was hoping that they were just teasing each other - like adrian can catch up with jimmy of having a gf n get married b4 him or not! but edmund sound rather confirmed that he is attached! but the other time he also said so but jimmy told me that adrian is not attached! so i was kinda hoping edmund's info is wrong! i really dunno what i should do?! i mean i know logically i should feel happy for him, but selfishly, i just feel jealous and unhappy that he's attached cuz mayb at the very tiny little compartment of my heart, i still have a tiny-winy pin of hope that we can still be backed tgr! i can't stop thinking about him! i guess i just miss him very much - this is what i'm sure about! :(


11:16 PM
ONE PIECE FEVER =D


S-S - C &D = shocked - surprised - contented & delighted!!!
MY wish is GRANTED again!!! (2nd time)
still thot of spending more time with my mum since she is off day today, but she ruined my mood rite @ the beginning ~
1. Complaining about her pair of orange heels!
i packed all our shoes in shoes box and arranged them properly, but cuz of our limited capacity 4 our shoes, it really takes alot of effort to find where the pair of shoes u wana wear at times. Besides she rarely wear heels, it's even hardly to find! but i was very turned off when she kept complaining about not being able to find it, still nagged at me, "Where did u put my shoes? I'm very annoyed!" i tried to find 4 her as well, but that pair fo shoes just love 2 play hide-&-seek, refused to come out! wad to do? after making a big mess with all the shoe boxes, she gave up! she wear sth else to compromise!
2. Complain about my Dad for idling for months
i mean i really hate whenever she signed and just complained to me. it's really very annoying to hear that from her, i understand that she's worried - i mean i'm also worried abt my dad, but do complaints help in evaluating the problems? OBviously not!!! i rather she use her "brain-juice" and think of sth she could do constructively instead. Seriously very unproductive to just worry and do nth!
3. Signing about the weather
Cuz it rained when we went out, she was like repeating herself, "Aiya.. i abit like dun wana go out leh! it's raining soon! oh.. the rain is here!..." after hearing all that, i really feel quite pissed, i just confronted her, "If u really don't wana go out, then u just stay at home! i shall just meet my fwen to buy laptop!" but eventually i managed to get her out of her home...
i supposed she has been hanging out too much with her "auntie" friends, she behaves just so "auntie" to me ~ stubborn & shua-gu (like just came to a city from a kampong) - got amazed with almost everything she saw. I was so shocked to c her react this way, this is just so not my mum used to be! i mean i agree that human will change inevitably, but this is simply too fast that i can hardly accept that all of a sudden! Oh MINE!!!
Buying laptop
in the midst of my shopping, suddenly WC is able to meet me 2 buy laptop - tat's just so great! so i can be super relieved! THANK YOU WEI CHEN!!! despite he is so busy, yet he still tried to help me, i really appreciate him as a friend! ONCE AGAIN ~ THANKS!!!
Keyyy...
OK! here comes to HIGHLIGHT of tdy's blog!!! MY WISH is GRANTED AGAIN!!! while i was on my way to meet WC from Millenia Walk, a Silvery Nissan Ceferio with familar # plate (sorry! cant be revealed due to security & privacy) has passed by me... YES! it's him ~ someone whom i've been longing to c ~ my dearest DEAR! he still look the same, wearing a short sleeves shirt (i bet it's a blue one, thou i cant c) , driving his Ceferio... i felt a sudden of joy and shocked and contentment... a sudden rush of mixed feelings that just stunted me and left me speechless... i was so delighted that my long waited wish is granted finally again! this is the 3rd time! the 1st time was at Lau Pau Sat, 2nd time was his car parking at the coffee shop behind his client - jennifer's office; and tdy is the 3rd time, unexpectedly met him on the street! his hair style is just the same as b4 - the very 1st time when i 1st know him. i really cant stop thinking about how luckiy i'm tdy! SERIOUSLY! i know u must be thinking that i still haven't forget him... U r RITE! i still MISS him very very much! i also cant help it! but i wonder if he does feel the same as well?! he now place a big thing hanging in front of his car mirror there, and he has removed the 2 long orangy-giraffs (bot from barang barang) from the back of his car! i hope he still keeps my key chain (my Valentine's gift) that he used to hang at the mirror there! i really dunno anythg abt him now! but the only think i will do now - after my dance camp tmr n wed - i will write him a Xmas card! Just hope that he won't throw away without reading or even after reading, but keep it nicely and feel happy to recieve my card! Just hope that will happen lah! * crossing my finger* : )
i really miss u dear! do u miss me too?
But suprisingly, thou i still miss him so much, i think i've got used to not having him by my side, just like when i was uploading the fotos, i got a sudden weird feelings when i c his face - kinda "shivered" for a second! what does that mean? is this the awkwardness he was talking about? i supposed so! kinda find it weird to talk to him and hug him and all... (based on my imagination lah!) anyway, whatever it is, i still miss him! i will never forget him and the wonderful time we spent tgr!
*** These are (supposedly) the only few photos (of we two) tat i've, they are taken during our Bali trip in May this year. (but i've already deleted from the page - sorry!) We have taken more, but those are with him, and he stupid fool claimed that his SD card is spoilt and lost all the photos we took during my bday this year at Sentosa! What a waste! but nvm! at least it's better than none!

2:17 AM
ONE PIECE FEVER =D


Sunday, December 04, 2005
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Laptop Trip
Finally go n serach 4 my laptop! but what a hard time mann... i went with WeiChen - think it's a wise choice to go with him, he seems to know quite alot about laptops. actually last 2 terms we din really communicate despite we were in the same class for quite alot of modules, but ever since we were in the same QM grp, we got closer and it's like "progress" till good fwenz.. i was really quite amazed! probaly this is just fate lah! he is really quite a fun fwen to be with! not that he is very funny, but he can be funny and crappy lah! mayb cuz of his easy-going-ness bah! he can make a good fwen thou! bf wise - hmm.. (he's attached liao!) i think certain aspect of him can make a good bf, but to me, his thriftiness - might turn me off at times. i appreciate very much that he does always take care of me when we are like crossing the road - like he will always walk to the side nearer to where the car is coming from; make sure i crossed the road with him (as in won't left me behind); will walk together with me (instead of ahead of me)... all these are what i meant that Louis is still not ready for a relationship yet ~ at the very least not my type now!
after the stressful shopping, we went around the CBD, explanade, Merlion... to take pictures of the views (his interest) and a few of me (unawared of being his free model)! but it's really quite nice to do such things once in awhile, besides, he's using the professional (digital) camera, the pictures are really very much nicer and clearer! that's reminds me of dear taking pictures of me using his professional camera that time! it was a pity that he din upload the photo and send them to me, but instead claimed that the memory card has problems which caused him to lose all the photos (i know he was just making an excuse!)! ~ haiz.. i really miss those days!
then, we destinated at marina mandrian hotel - looking up to the lobby, my memory is backed again! i had quite a urge to go up to c how does the renovated lobby looks like now! i really miss him! Ohhh...
actually this morny i was busy painting my nails (cuz only 3 painted-nails survived), it's really very tough to paint nice n pretty nails! dunno how those people can paint so well! think i need 2 practise more mann... but it keeps scarring and like takes zillion hours to dry thoroughly! dunno why also?! haiz... but worst is that this led my mum 2 further suspect me from going out with louis again! cuz she saw him sending me back twice, plus i painted my nails (for just looking for laptops), she really sound very suspicious! last nite she just claimed that it's normal to react this way as a mother. actually, i just feel that she should open up herself and try to be more acceptable of me having a bf now! i mean not saying it's cuz i'm 21 soon, but i mean i think i'm old enough to have a bf now lor! think it's just her conservativeness lah! really dislike when she was like suspecting who that guy is...
although i think i got sunburn tdy since it was so sunny tdy, i think i'd fun lah! kinda glad to have mad such a fwen and not getting in2 relationship as yet!
SINGLEHOOD RULEZ!!!

9:49 PM
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last day of examz... FINALLY! HALELUahhh..
i have been waiting for today for dunno who long mann... everyone is like enjoying - 208 just went Mambo last wed nite, gracia & yue min just asked me to go shopping with them on thurs... WAH! really testing our stamina mann... ~No wonder so exhausting! Really cant take it any longer! Luckily it's finally over!!! YEAH!! PArty TimE!
The Pizza Place (1st two pictures)
Cuz last mid term Christine (Lime Green) was suggesting that the one with highest score will treat the rest lunch, and from then till now we still din have a chance to meet up, so tat's Y we finally have this lunch after our last QM pp! @ 1st we wanted to dine at Presgo, but at the end Wei Chen (the only guy) suggested The Pizza Place, so we ate there instead. And from this meal, i started to realize that YingLin (besides me) is almost the clone of me lor.. we both have so much common interest - we like 1950's settings/ fashion, Audrey Hepburn, plump shoes... really seems like long lost sister who have just reconciled. This is damn funny lah!
Shopping with Louis
I thought i won't have any program after QM paper, so i "dated" Louis 4 shopping. It was a tiring and self-realizing day! i was like practically being a fashion teacher today - teaching him on all the "notes" about shopping and purchasing, self-grooming... Whao.. no wonder my mum always said that i'm picky and fussy when it comes to shopping (for me)! after talking about everythg i can share about fashion, i myself also find that i'm kinda fussy! somehow i just feel that my standard is seriously rather high. And after meeting him - i was so disappointed again with his outfit (thou this time is slightly better)! he was like wearing a white polo tee (but look very old), pants (still ok), sling bag (better than the previous PLAYBOY kiddish slingbag), but.. worst of all - white Track Shoes!!! OMG!!! that really look very boyish - he was like saying that he would be wearing a shirt, so i thot i could comfortably dress up... but i now learn that NEVER TRUST what they meant as NICE! haiz.. at that very moment, i was really glad that i din agree to be his gf mann.. this is really one thing that i cant stand most singaporean guys - cant they just dress up abit when they go out? even thou u don't like to dress up, but i mean wearing sth more presentable - seriously make u look much smarter and refresh, not so much on the reason 4 being "vain", but more for the good impression and feeling u give to others. he is really not suitable 4 me, after seeing his style, and know him better. i found that he is not as impressive and good as i thot he is. he is so childish - in the fashion sense - the very least. Dunno isit becuz he has not been exposed enough / do not bother much about image, the way he carried himself is really too childish! i just feel that i'm talking to a boi - bringing a boi out shopping rather than going out with.. where is the louis i used to know? or is that just the very small part of him that i'm looking for 4 BF? from what i see so far, i think he is just another ma-ma's boy... who need someone to take care of instead of taking care someone else? or mayb he is just not ready to take care of another gal yet! but he is really expecting too much - i feel.
Still remembering that time i was talking to him about this issue, he was telling me how childish n superficial other gals (his ex-gf) are... he feel that gals are being childish and don't think much! but is that really true ? i somehow think that has not meet the right one yet.. to my very sharp detailed analysis, he is really looking for someone who can take care of him cuz he hasn't experience any before, except his mum only?! cuz of his unfulfilling childhood and his idealism (since he claimed that he is an idealist), he is just hoping to have one who can provide such kind of love to him. But this is just too exhausting for me, and here, i'm "looking for" someone who can take care of me, not like i can take care of... it's like i can really tell by all the small small thing that he does.. E.G. i mean if u R a gentleman, u won't be walking infront or away from the female fwen whom you R gg out with right?! (even thou we are friends); the way he talks also make me feel like talking to a small boi (abit like a retard), it's just so... aiya.. think he's just not suitable to have a relationship as yet. Prob he should not hold such a high expectation for himself since he himself is not even ready to take care of another yet. judging just by his outfit, i already can tell he is not my type!
Xmas Gift
that's Y i was rather heart-ache when i decided to buy him a spring field scarf (S$40), i thot he would prob get me the mango skirt that i tried - it was so nice - my next investment. But later he was like trying to tell me that he wana get me a pair of shades - from Guggi... budget like $150 lidat.. this is what he said.. butttt.... i was actually very turned off when he told me that he wana get a pair of shades, despite he said he intends to get the branded one... and he said he has been asking around 4 opinion... actually thank god he told me mann.. i was really very uninterested when he told me, but after saying more about those designs, i was abit interested. But afterall, i still have to c 1st cuz buying shades is ont of the toughest thing 4 my shopping list. Besides, i already have 2 pairs of shades, and i hardly have a chance to use it, that's Y i think it'll be better 2 be sth else. i really have no idea what to expect from him 4 my bday gift mann... *crossing my finger*
so my conslusion: really have to know the guy more thoroughoutly before confirming to get into relationship mann...

2:15 AM
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