Haiz... how come he didn't come again? i was still expecting him to come since tonite class is doing HIP-HOP... at the end, Alicia came to be the assistant. Wad a disappointment?! haiz.. Anyway, tonight dance very FUN [except my eye-candy not here...] mayb he won't come again! =( still thought such vigorous workout + running from Stamdford road's bus stop to Admin Building (cuz i was late!), i will lose weight for sure! ever since after the "FUN" weekend, i put on so much weight mann... really dunno how to lose it! haiz.. so damn sad! Haiz... i'm gaining n gaining n gaining non-stop.. soon i'll become the old FAT-SO again... OH NOoooooo........ I noticed tat my carves are so thick, the whole legs are like pig's legs mann... 2 thick trunks! Argh.. Y cant i be more self-disciplined?! SO shitty mann... :( Anyway, i dun care! i must really lose weight liao.. cant really let this continue or else i really lose the whole control and then i won't be able to revert back to my ideal wt liao.. but now life seems too smooth n easy --> need some form of busy-ness (as in move about) to keep my mind off eating and at the same time use up the excess fats in my body mann.. PLEASE HELP ME!!!