Heard of W-O-L-S??? YES! tat's the best word 2 descibe me now! this few days i've been studying, trying 2 catch up with my studies, but seems like i'm too slow & not utilising my time @ optimal level! ~ Sound so formal ya?! haha.. (Mayb study too much?) well.. acutally when i think back, i doubt all Uni-students have to study like me --> from morny till nite (almost non-stop) in order to do well. i believe they do have some kind of social life -- m i rite? how come i dun have? i nv go out with my fwenz (cuz all of them are so busy), practically do my sch work for my living... feeling so dull everyday... u can see it (on ur own) from my dressing nowadays (Cuz the way & style of an individual's dressing do suggest the mood & personality of tat person) -> super boring! (given tat i'm someone who like to dress up) haiz.. wad 2 do? i think i'm too BORED & LONELY!!! i have no craving even though i tried to think so hard of all my favourite food ... i don't feel "motivated" in buying despite i thought of buying the things on my shopping list... i can feel tat i'm not very productive in my study progress... (or issit i'm just SLOW & need so much more time to absorb as compared to others?!) Perhaps i shld get a BF 2 sayang me & add color in my life ya?! haha.. I guess it's so hard to do so, i even have problem in gg out with my closest fwenz... besides, i just feel guilty whenever i'm nt studying... i think i need to do away tat mindset... cuz everyone need breaks regardless of the amount of work to be done. i understand tat and i'm trying 2 do so, but seems like my motivation just continue 2 drop while my weight (shown on weighing machine) shoot up. i have no idea y issit so, cuz ever since i study outside (from home), i nv munch anymore n have proper a proper meal (one & for all) everyday. WHY? issit cuz i'm so in active nowadays & my metabolic rate drops too? and leads to the SLOW absorption? ~it could be! But most importantly, WAD SHOULD I DO THEN? Someone out there please help me!!! i'm really dying from this boredom & loneliness... :(