wad a demoralizing day? as expected -> i've got back my mid-term test paper! sianz... still tot i'll do very badly, and the truth is ... YES!! i screwed up again! i've no idea why m i so screw up with sch work (especially)?! When m i gonna have a chance to score well again? Seems like ever since i've entered Uni, i've nv done well in any of my subject! WHY??? last year, perhaps i was not really studying hard, so that can be accounted. But what about this year? i've been MUGGING very hard for the exam, and yet this is wad i get in return? isn't that just so CRAP?! When can i ever get my desired results? Talking about that, i seem like putting on weight everyday. Wad's wrong with me? STRESSED? FRUSTRATED? or just something wrong with my body? i really dunno what's wrong with me?! Just kinda feel like slacking now, in fact i should be studying for tomorrow management accounting test! And just now i didn't intend to eat, yet i ate so much! so much junk food also! Trying so hard to control, but i still lose to my "devil" (temptation)! Or isit my personal problem that is giving me such a headache? But seriously, i was having headache just now (in fact, i still have abit now! tat's Y i ate!), i supposed i'm stressed? Tat's Y i anyhow eat? keep eating and don't feel hungry or full? Really feel very frustrated with myself now! What should i do? i really want to do well this time round! and i don't wana gain wt anymore! sianz... i noe that many pple asked me to change my way of studying, i've tried, but result is still the same! in fact, i think i can understand better with my method, and my prof actually used the same method as i'd (he mentioned in class), but just tat may b i'm just WOLS lor! i seriously think that i'm a retard at times. don't know why y thinking is just so slow! Feel so useless and stupid! No wonder i'm always being "CORNED"!! :(