So HAPPIE today! FINALLY! i c him tonite! YES! my Crush-kum-EYE Candy! ~ he came for dance just now! But it's kinda a disappointment cuz i missed the chance of talking to him! i purposely walked near him to talk to Jason (funny & crappy dance mate - kept teasing me as dance instructor who teaches EXOTIC dance), still thought can probably ask him if he has taken his dinner already or something, but... I missed it! Jason kept talking & i couldn't find a chance mann... But just now he seemed abit "attitude" (look) leh! Not like that time i saw him - so cute and friendly. Probably he's not in the mood?! Later, luckily he laughed, kinda feel better.
"Aaoooo..." he "cheered" for the guys just b4 they danced, i guess his mood wasn't that bad afterall. He laughed a few times also... But to9 he just somehow gave me a very "DAO" (arrogant) feel --> don't know why also?! hmmm...
How can i get to know him? I really wonder!!! Actually i do feel abit pai-seh cuz everytime i make mistakes during class, i think he saw (noticed) for sure! But i doubt he knows me, probably just recognise me?! aiya... alot of things running in my head now! Feel like going back to Sec when i just had my 1st crush like that! ~ WHAT SHOULD I DO? {according to my past records, none of my crushes turn out right! ~ that's just SO SAD!!!}
Actually (cuz of him) i intended to sign up for the turn techniques, but it's so damn X! I thought it $88, but u must sign up as member ($50) then u can learn at $88. That means it's $138 in total! Just for turn techniques, 8 sessions, 1 hour each? Really feel very heartache mann... That's Y i changed my mind! But sadly, i missed another chance of seeing him again! haiz... may be we both don't have fate lor?! *sigh*
i really wana dance like him lor.. i also wana go for Funkamania, but it seems like the chances of me getting in is rather slim since they only need 8 people, and there are so many other people better than me, but i kinda wana go for it cuz i can dance with people of my badge and cuz of the choreographer also! Since i've the passion for dance now, i think it's good that i shld "fully utilised" it b4 it dies off. But i really don't know how to competite with the rest --> they all have background and learn steps very fast, unlike me, always so slow in learning! haiz... What a disappointment!? What can i do? Is it really impossible for me to be selected for the competition? How can i outweigh the others? I supposed i shld practise more! But 1st, i must get rid of my laziness mann...
[daydreaming again] *** just imagine i've such great dancer as my BF, then he can teach me and guide me along... i can really imagine the "IF" sencerio mann... Whoooo.. SO SWEET!!!
