... Louis and mee @ Ma-Maison (Jap restaurant) ...

hmmm so yummy! what a nice dinner we had...

we went to the JAP restaurant - Ma-Maison - just besides Billy Bombers @ Bugis Junction just now, after studying in school. Hmm.. i didn't expect that he would brought me to such a nice place for dinner thou.. it's really a nice place - nice food, nice ambience, nice music... WhAo... really very nice! Next time must bring 208 to have gathering there mann... even going to their toilet reuqires a super giantic key (given by them), tat's just so cute! tat place is really very authentic Jap's western food restaurant. it's really a great experience, just that we missed the dessert (cuz sold out)... what a pity! but nvm! can always go again!

he actually had work just now, but because i somehow hinted that i abit want 2 go out after studying tonight, that's Y he came back to sch to meet me after he rushed to work (a prom nite near expo and tanah merah), intiaitely he asked me to join him, but i need to study lah.. so i tot he might go home n rest abit b4 meeting at nite again. then i thot he might drives, which will be even more convenient! but he decided to leave his belonging with me in lib 1st, so.. ya lor.. then after his return, he waited 4 me to finish studying b4 bringing me to dinner... seems quite nice ah?! this few days he has been waiting 4 me lah! but mayb also because he wana create more chances of seeing me ?! hmm..

if u notice in the foto, he's in BLACK while i'm in WHITE! Actually, cuz he had Finishing Touch (FT) tdy, that's Y he wore formal, plus he has event tonite, tat's Y i was quite surprised that he msg me in the morny that he'll be wearing black (head to toe) tdy - just cuz i suggested to take pic tdy! but at the end, cuz my dark color clothes all in wash, plus i've already tot of wearing light color tdy, tat's Y... so when we walked to tgr, seems very much like we purposely have such a contrast! haha..

tdy i wore rather formal also because i've an interview for LTM, and the prof kept saying that i look very nice tdy, saying that i've changed alot from the 1st class she saw me... very suitable for me.. if i didn't enter the room, she wouldn't have recognised me... alot of complements.. haha. so happy! just hope that i will get the LTM module lor! then i can get a free module without going through all the bidding, but i ever get this one, i think next term i'm gonna be very busy again! whao.. 5.5 modules leh! dunno if they allow me to take tat many or not?! hope so... actually yday i received the email - saying that i'm shortlisted, i was very delighted! cuz my prof is very nice and many ppl wana be her TA, so somehow i just feel tat i might stand quite a high chance of gettng the module, somemore after the intereview, i feel very happy lah! as in mayb cuz i was holding a "get-or-don't-get-also-no-problem" kind of mindset. that's Y i'm fine even if i cant get it. ~ at least i din miss the chance of trying out!!! ~

thinking back about yday.. really found myself very stupid and dumb lor.. i couldn't believe it mann.. i was kinda pissed to c him (Louis) surrounded with so many gals, while i was starving like mad - just to wait 4 his msg so that we can eat tgr... m i jealous or wad ?! or issit just being frustrated 4 waiting 4 someone 4 nothing ?! i know that he has project meeting, and not sure what time he will finish, but cuz i've make up class at 330, and he msg me @ 4pm?! what lau! i was very very pissed at that time, cuz i've been waiting 4 him the whole morny till then 2 makan, yet he was like enjoying his company with all the girls?! omg mann! really loss of words! finally, i ate only at 5pm during my break... still trying to c if he would still be there since he msg me tat he'll wait 4 me at pick n bites... but as expected, he has returned to lib liao... then after that. despite i was quite tempted to look 4 him, but i decided not. so i was trying to walk around, hoping that he might bump into me n ... ( u noe u noe...) but unfortunately, i hanged around 4 so long, i saw none of the shadow that looks like him mann... then i just get back with my work, n .... "BZZZZ......" (vibration from my phone) --> " hey! where u? " he finally rmb me.. then he just came n look 4 me after i told him i'm at 4th floor. my heart was pumping very fast, like getting rather excited to c him to look 4 me lidat.. but quite sianz ah! after very long i still dun c a soul..

but finally he found me n my friend, but cuz my friend was leaving, and since he is sitting alone, so i joined him. he carried my stuff to his table - claiming that he was actually waiting 4 me... (dunno isit true or not?!) but ok lah.. he really waited 4 me and then we went 4 supper lah.. we went to the hawker centre besides Novena Church, i just munched abit of carrot cake (he ordered lah!) and surprisingly he ordered iced lemon tea for me - think he knows that gals usually like sourish food / drinks?! then, surprisingly, i feel very good cuz i din eat until very bloated and yet feel better than an empty stomach! mayb cuz he felt guilty that i waited 4 him 4 so long (5pm then eat ok?!)! all right lah! we had qutie a quick one then we went home liao! cuz tdy we both came sch early mah!

i really dunno if my behaviour shows that i'm interested in him too, i dun wana let him sense it so soon, cuz i wan a guy to "earn" me from a hard ground lah! then he will cherish me even more... n not like letting him to feel that i'm such an easy target.. but dunno how leh?! i somemore feel that this few days, we bahaved like a couple lidat.. somemore he's so high profile in sch, really hard to hide from others mann.. somemore nowadays pple always see us tgr in lib, if i were to be a 3rd party i think i will have the same thought also! but how?! what should i do? actually it's more like i think i'm still abit tired from relationship at the moment lah.. but hardly meeting someone who seems rather suitable for me, hmm... u c! it's really weird to have a BF in the same sch - i think! u will be rather restricted since u are in sch, and alot of pple will be looking at u... plus, i dunno how to behave mann.. aiya.. really dunno lah! think i shall just let nature takes its course 1st lor! plus now it's exam period! (although it's eary to say, but i know it's really hard to carry out)

ARGH!!..............................................................HELP!!!

(my fwen said we two look rather compatible tgr thou! hmm... is it really him - my next 1? )