*** SIGH *** ...haiz... **SIGH** ...haiz... **SIGH** ...haiz... **SIGH** ...haiz... ***SIGH***

Really very sianz mann. I was still thinking about Monday would be my last dance class = the class chance to see my eye-candy. I was still scratching my head very hard - thinking how to get # from him, take picture with him alone... i asked all my fwenz last nite, and finally i came out with a subtle yet brillant solution. But... just now when i logged into frienster, trying to find out about him, and i realized... HE IS ATTACHED!!! ~ as predicted by chin tat time, haiz... why m i so "dao-mei" (bad luck) in my love life? i thought i'm having "tao-hua-yun" (luck for love life), but apparently all my crushes really don't work out. Haiz.. what a disappointment at this period of time? still thought i somehow move on from my dear, but i was wrong. with my picky personality, being able to find a guy to be fond of, he must really be SOMETHING one lor! However, i've gotta give up such hope already. after seeing the pic in his frienster, i think the gal whom he took pic with must be the lucky gal. i supposed she must be a dancer as well. if i'm not wrong, she seems like from the same dance studio also. but frankly speaking, she looks much older than he is, prob cuz he has baby face?! haiz.. and right now?! WHAT a RIGHT music playing in radio (98fm) Because You by Jesse McCartney, make me even more sendimental than b4... ARGH!!! all my motivation for everythg are GONE!!! dance & wt lost -> all gone!!!

~Y do i have to suffer such disappointment just b4 my exams???~

*sob sob sob sob sob sob * :'(