last day of examz... FINALLY! HALELUahhh..

i have been waiting for today for dunno who long mann... everyone is like enjoying - 208 just went Mambo last wed nite, gracia & yue min just asked me to go shopping with them on thurs... WAH! really testing our stamina mann... ~No wonder so exhausting! Really cant take it any longer! Luckily it's finally over!!! YEAH!! PArty TimE!

The Pizza Place (1st two pictures)

Cuz last mid term Christine (Lime Green) was suggesting that the one with highest score will treat the rest lunch, and from then till now we still din have a chance to meet up, so tat's Y we finally have this lunch after our last QM pp! @ 1st we wanted to dine at Presgo, but at the end Wei Chen (the only guy) suggested The Pizza Place, so we ate there instead. And from this meal, i started to realize that YingLin (besides me) is almost the clone of me lor.. we both have so much common interest - we like 1950's settings/ fashion, Audrey Hepburn, plump shoes... really seems like long lost sister who have just reconciled. This is damn funny lah!

Shopping with Louis

I thought i won't have any program after QM paper, so i "dated" Louis 4 shopping. It was a tiring and self-realizing day! i was like practically being a fashion teacher today - teaching him on all the "notes" about shopping and purchasing, self-grooming... Whao.. no wonder my mum always said that i'm picky and fussy when it comes to shopping (for me)! after talking about everythg i can share about fashion, i myself also find that i'm kinda fussy! somehow i just feel that my standard is seriously rather high. And after meeting him - i was so disappointed again with his outfit (thou this time is slightly better)! he was like wearing a white polo tee (but look very old), pants (still ok), sling bag (better than the previous PLAYBOY kiddish slingbag), but.. worst of all - white Track Shoes!!! OMG!!! that really look very boyish - he was like saying that he would be wearing a shirt, so i thot i could comfortably dress up... but i now learn that NEVER TRUST what they meant as NICE! haiz.. at that very moment, i was really glad that i din agree to be his gf mann.. this is really one thing that i cant stand most singaporean guys - cant they just dress up abit when they go out? even thou u don't like to dress up, but i mean wearing sth more presentable - seriously make u look much smarter and refresh, not so much on the reason 4 being "vain", but more for the good impression and feeling u give to others. he is really not suitable 4 me, after seeing his style, and know him better. i found that he is not as impressive and good as i thot he is. he is so childish - in the fashion sense - the very least. Dunno isit becuz he has not been exposed enough / do not bother much about image, the way he carried himself is really too childish! i just feel that i'm talking to a boi - bringing a boi out shopping rather than going out with.. where is the louis i used to know? or is that just the very small part of him that i'm looking for 4 BF? from what i see so far, i think he is just another ma-ma's boy... who need someone to take care of instead of taking care someone else? or mayb he is just not ready to take care of another gal yet! but he is really expecting too much - i feel.

Still remembering that time i was talking to him about this issue, he was telling me how childish n superficial other gals (his ex-gf) are... he feel that gals are being childish and don't think much! but is that really true ? i somehow think that has not meet the right one yet.. to my very sharp detailed analysis, he is really looking for someone who can take care of him cuz he hasn't experience any before, except his mum only?! cuz of his unfulfilling childhood and his idealism (since he claimed that he is an idealist), he is just hoping to have one who can provide such kind of love to him. But this is just too exhausting for me, and here, i'm "looking for" someone who can take care of me, not like i can take care of... it's like i can really tell by all the small small thing that he does.. E.G. i mean if u R a gentleman, u won't be walking infront or away from the female fwen whom you R gg out with right?! (even thou we are friends); the way he talks also make me feel like talking to a small boi (abit like a retard), it's just so... aiya.. think he's just not suitable to have a relationship as yet. Prob he should not hold such a high expectation for himself since he himself is not even ready to take care of another yet. judging just by his outfit, i already can tell he is not my type!

Xmas Gift

that's Y i was rather heart-ache when i decided to buy him a spring field scarf (S$40), i thot he would prob get me the mango skirt that i tried - it was so nice - my next investment. But later he was like trying to tell me that he wana get me a pair of shades - from Guggi... budget like $150 lidat.. this is what he said.. butttt.... i was actually very turned off when he told me that he wana get a pair of shades, despite he said he intends to get the branded one... and he said he has been asking around 4 opinion... actually thank god he told me mann.. i was really very uninterested when he told me, but after saying more about those designs, i was abit interested. But afterall, i still have to c 1st cuz buying shades is ont of the toughest thing 4 my shopping list. Besides, i already have 2 pairs of shades, and i hardly have a chance to use it, that's Y i think it'll be better 2 be sth else. i really have no idea what to expect from him 4 my bday gift mann... *crossing my finger*

so my conslusion: really have to know the guy more thoroughoutly before confirming to get into relationship mann...