is it really true that it'll be harder to get a (satisfied) BF as u grow older ? i used to disagree [strongly] with this statement, cuz i believe that relationships (BGR) will just appear anytime, anywhere. And usually it's to ur least expectation. Another thing that always happen is CRUSH - my crushes always don't work out, is it cuz i'm so unlucky? or cuz i had crush on the wrong guy? or it's just not meant 4 him & i to further develop? Recently, i think i kinda commit such mistake again - liking someone i shouldn't! Perhaps to make myself sound more sympathetic, i should say it's the wrong time that i like this guy [now]! Perhaps if i noe him earlier, things might turn out more positive?! hmm... On the other hand, it might be quite good to have a one-sided crush to keep myself with small little excitement & motivation towards work since he's in one of my project group. Actually b4 i knew we are in the same group, i kinda quite "attracted" to him - that's was during the [mocked] job interview in FT (finishing touch). he looks very smart & neat, left me with a pretty good [1st] impression. and he speaks with a firm tone; his complexion & looks also quite good; abit "fleshy" / muscular (but i think this kind of build can provide a better sense of security for the gf), i think he has almost all (outer appearance) i hope my bf to possess. He seems like always "after" me - (1st time) Interview, (2nd) FT Dine-out, (4th) Presentation sequence, (3rd) His photo on school web - Is it just an coincidence? or is it considered as FATE? or is it that i'm just thinking too much - and trying to draw similarities to make myself think we kinda have something in common? In fact, if i didn't know that he's attached already, i would have a thought that he's kinda have [at least] a slight interest in me ... ever since he got my msn, he tends to initiate chatting with me (though not say very agressively), and we chatted with much comfort level (to me at least, but not sure how he feels). at times, i do think that he might be a possible candidate if he's still Single & Available. And we both also have quite a few interests in common. Perhaps i'm having too much thoughts into this, that's Y i'm being kinda sensitive into trivial issues. Well... not forgetting what the Zodiac's prediction for my year - it's not wise 4 me to have any relationship; i guess i should let this crush goes off on its own as time goes by. I also don't want to be the bad gal who spoil others' relationship - somemore his is rather stable (a year already). Today was my 1st class 4 negotiation - i should considered myself quite lucky - cuz i just happened to be in the same group (class discussion) with this pretty handsome dude, Martin, an exchange student from Canada. He's pretty funny, and his height-build-looks (excluding his hairy chest) almost scores 9.9 / 10.0 despite of my strict & high standard grading system. Unfortunately, i think i might not be doing my project with him, since i've already formed a group, with 2 available vacancies; and he most likely gonna form group with his "school mates" from Canada as well. So.. what a miss?! But it's all right! I still get to see him in class, that's why my friends expected me to be looking very much forward to my "new" class. In addition, there's one more exchange student, Daniel, although he's not my type, his build n looks (esp his hairstyle) just remind of Mattew McConaughey - he gives a strong "manhood" feel to me. Wah... Not bad to pick this class even though i barely know anyone there. {ya i know! i'm drooling already!} *yummy* hee...