term break = "HELL" week?

haiz.. so tired! everyday meetin n meetin, dun even have time 2 do my own work / revision lor! really crazy week mann!

anyway, i went swimming this morny, tat's y i'm even more sleepy than ever! haiz.. mayb later gotta get a cup of coffee mann.. cuz i intend to stay in sch whole day tdy to do my work, but dunno if i have the stamina to stay throughout till the lib closes or not?! tmr another long day lor... damn sianz.. tmr:

10-2 pm CB meeting 2-5 pm emix (cca) big meeting 5 pm- dunno wat time ethics meeting finally evening gg 2 watch movie with my kc gang (208), haiz... seriously very hectic tmr! and now, my stats proj, the results very poor, i dunno whether if i should go down in the morny n take a look 4 awhile or not!? but i do so, tat means my day tmr will start from 5+ or 6am again! WAH... really killing me! and fri still have ethics meeting in the morny till 330 , then dance at 330, then might have cca gathering or cca exco meeting.. really back-2-back... i'm gg nutz already! omg!!! tat's y tdy is the only day which i can do abit of my work, but still need to prep 4 ethics meeting tmr! i really feel very tired mann.... wana exercise also so difficult! dunno how to lose wt mann... (thou i'm quite happie tat i think i toned down alittle, but still not target yet!) and i feel kinda sense of achievement, cuz i swam 15 laps (normal public swimming pool length) tdy! and the other day as well... i did in 3 sets of 10s (cuz my fd's pte pool is half the length of public pool)! haha.. tat's y i was late 4 meeting tdy! i was abit offended by my finance grp mate - cuz i dunno how 2 get the fin report rite? so i asked her, cuz we need to do some "HomeWork" b4 meeting tdy, but i'm not sure n couldn't find, so i asked her, yet she sound as if i'm not working 4 the proj lidat. she even said tat i cant expect everythg to b ready/found 4 me, i've to find it on my own, and oso everyone dun really know what's gg on as yet, so if i ask, also kinda "useless". haiz... dunno lah! then just now i came late 4 meeting, then they actually kinda finished with wad we supposed to discuss tdy, n i just kinda like came to "eat my lunch" (cuz i tot of eating over meeting), then they din really tok to me after i've reached, kinda feel abit out of place, esp tat gal (who is supposed to be closest to me among the rest of the grp). haiz.. dunno isit her mood swing / m i being too sensitive? mayb tat's the reason why i shldn't do proj with yr 1 unless necessary! now i'm kinda stressed n worried with my grp's stats survey results, they only did 26 this morny, where we need abt 50 for morny shift, n we only left with tmr morny only! i really think i've done alot 4 stats, yet they seems like not really trying hard enough! i dunno why m i doing so much more, where it's beyond my job scope, and the effort i put in not really bringing my extra credits. so that's why i might have to go down to look 4 them tmr morny, even thou i shld not be gg down already! (cuz i've already completed my share!) really worried now! haiz... somemore very lazy, feel like sleeping - dunno isit cuz of the after-lunch-coma effects / m i just too tired mann... i ate yuong-dou-fu just now (trying to choose sth more healthy)... hopefully my diet can work also lah... or else all my effort in exercising will gone to waste! argh... help! brain gonna burst soon!