Thinking of having meeting, class and meeting after presentation today, i feel so lazy n tired - just feel like giving everything up and just heck-care! Of cos, i can't! i think i'm very stress, even though i don't seem to be very anxious with my work. perhaps it's cuz of lack of sleep?! i'm over-eating again! *sigh* last sat i was still so happy to tell my fd that i've lost 1kg, but now, i put it back again! Haiz... Well! i really think i'm too easily get contented and not detremined / disciplined enough. This could be the reason why i'm so screwed this sem. Haiz... ANYWAY, backed to the topic 4 today - i'm sitting beside my YAN_DAO (eye candy) in class now! haha... able to c him again! *drooling* but unfortunately, this is the last lesson, and he'll be going back to his home town Czech Repulic / Slovenia this summer. Haiz... my friends - jiahui & wei ping are like teasing me just now! HAHA... this seems to be my de-stress "medicine" for today! Haha...

After a super long dae... i was so pissed with my CB grp mates lah! after Nego, we went 4 lunch - thou i dun have much appetite, just had some fruits, and i was so reluctant to go 4 meeting even thou i bumped into one of my grpmates. i was having so much fun in chatting with my nego grpmates - mainly cuz they all were teasing me with my yan-dao: i managed to take pic with him! haha...

Moi & Maritn (My Yan Dao)

Coincidentally, he was alone having lunch, cuz he had meeting at 4pm, so we chatted and the rest of them are like keep teasing me non-stop, even my grp - Endrew - rather quiet cuz he's the only guy & only year 3, also kept teasing me! OH MY!!! unfortunately, HE is rather quiet, qutie hard to talk to him. Endrew suspects my yan-dao is a gay ~ erm... i'm not sure?! perhaps - i'm not surprised! but who cares? i just enjoy looking at him - he's kinda cute! (thou the other one = daniel (in blue shirt) = is more charming than him)

All of them (4Cs) were drooling over him... they were teasing me about being SPG - so desperate to take photo of them (esp my eye-candy), yet at the end of the day, they all asked me to send them these photos! Damn FUNNY!!! haha.... Martin (right) - Yellow; Daniel (left) - Blue

Too bad! daniel left too soon, didn't manage to take a pic with him, only managed to take a few shots of him (illegally). tat was the most embarrassing thg happened today - actually! cuz my camera zoomed back on its own (cuz of the battery saving mode), so i forgot to off the FLASH light after i switched it on again, so immediately, everyone started turning their heads back, i was so shocked and embarrassed! i put down my camera instantly and looked at jiahui, pretending don't know what had happened! oh mann.. so embarrassing lor! think most of them know it mann... oh no....

well.. backed to my CB meeting --> i was late 4 abt an hour. i really cant be bothered already - they left me with no choice - i've already given up with them. yet they showed that they are not very happy with my attitude, just because i finished my part early doesn't mean that my part is very small lor! i was trying to clear all the tasks so i can concentrate in my revision. apparently i'm doing proj all day long, haven't been studying - and all my exams are on the 1st 3 days next week --> somemore all are so heavy, open-book also use! haiz... think i'm breaking down already! so tired (mentally)! now i still have a conclusion to do - they all don't have to do much lor! wad lau! i dun care! i wun be doing the compilation at all mann.. they are so inconsiderate! really very sick of them! i have to wait 4 them to finish b4 i can write my conclusion! they still sound so sarcastic that conclusion is very easy - if really so, why cant they just finish off? "wad lau eh!!!" giving me extra load only! haiz.. all these proj keep coming back made me cant study lor! really dunno how to manage my paper next week! CHUM!!!

as expected, after negotiating with the prof for like more than half-an-hour, he still refuse to change my grade! he's just an idiot! i really very pissed with him, after waited for him 4 so long, and at the end an unsatisfied reply really made me feel very exhausted! ~ really very s"hui"/"dao-mei" mann... just hope he'll keep to his promise for reserving some credit in my other component (CA).

then, after returning to my grp, i really pity them 4 putting so much effort into formatting the compiling the report now, and tmr is the dateline. i really feel very bad that i cant help much! i wana help out as well, but i still hvn finish mine and still have to study! i really feel very bad! SORRY!!!