1st time feel so stress for 'work'
having been working at Firmenich for so long, i've been telling all my friend how relaxed i'm - my boss let me do things at my own pace; he never say / show any sign for me slacking, even though i kept sms / sending email online. i thot this is really very great!
but i guess, it's really time for me to panic! i realized i'm progressing very slow! in fact, TOO SLOW! i'm supposed to complete 8 flavors for this internship, now i'm still stuck with the very 1st flavor-mango! there are still 7 more, i wonder how m i gona do all of them. Initially i still thot of doing 10, as i can keep my work.
i've spent most of time doing research lately, and i've done one draft per day [on average], and more research on the pictures for mango. Without much details instructions, i've searched many many attractive photos on mango & its application, but... he only wants the fruit itself as he wants it to be as general as possible! so all my ideas & research were wasted! What the H***?! #$%&@!
@ the end, he was happy with just ONE simple picture on mangos. So all my time & effort for all the editing of pictures & ideas for the designing also wasted, it's really pissing me off mann! sianz... why he like that?! i'm getting worried, i don't know if he is worried or not? ~ apparently he seems to be so calmed about it!
now, because the resolution of the pictures that i found is too low, so i will have to take pictures on the REAL mangos. and i need to buy them over the weekend. with such a busy weekend - celebrating 2 Bdays together, i wonder when will i be able buy them mann?! i guess only now! and worst, i didn't bring home the cd of the template, so now i cant work on it over the weekend, i still have to do the designing for the back lor! i don't know whether if i have the time to do it mann?! i still have to get the printer company to print out [may be]! so much work to do, yet i think i'm really quite slow lor!
now i must work harder lor! be more efficient! i think i'll try to get over this designing part, then try to move on to the next flavor soon! and probably at the meantime when i'm doing evalutation, i guess i shall begin my research for the draft, since i'm quite slow in writing.
and now, i'm so FAT! i wish i don't have to complain, but... i really put on alot of weight! it doesn't look very very obvious, but the weighing scale will never lie! and after suffering from indigestion problem, i'm getting more n more worried with my stomach. i've been eating pretty healthy nowadays in office, but eating more now - full 3 meals leh [as compared as before, only 2 meals a day.]! i think i must really eat even more healthy after this weekend, probably i shall eat less for dinner already! and i've decided to keep my weekday evenings as free as possible - after one full week of busy nite, i'm really very tired. i just discovered that i only zzz like 4-5 hours a day - this is really bad! no wonder i'm not working very efficiently! i hope i can lose weight mann!
haven't been receiving much compliement for long long time! especially from a guy! haha... the IT guy at my workplace, he said i'm cute cuz i was wearing my red 'or-biang' (plastic frame) spects to work yersterday. but i think he is rather flirtious?! probably because the whole office didn't really have many pretty girls? haha... the other time, he was just asking Nikki if she has reached 30 years old already?! Nikki was so angry, what an insult to her for saying that she looks like 8 years older than her actual age?! if i were her, i will surely slap his face!
last nite after a ultra-full dinner, we were chatting, and apparently joyce's colleague is the hottest topic of the evening, everyone thot he's joyce's crush. haha.. that's so funny! and all of them were so surprised that i mentioned him on my blog - what so shocking about it?! hmm... RUBBISH!
