... dance pressure ... voucher pressure ... Last nite i just had a rehearsal with my choreographer - Sheila. I thought i could show her my hardwork, but... i think i was too tensed, and too focused in my steps, i didn't dance well. And worst, i made her frustrated again! i know she must have known that i have put in alot of hardwork, but things just don't turn out right! My stupid legs & hands just don't know how to coordinate! my body was too stiff, i don't know how to control the muscles appropriately! Seriously, dance might not as easy as what u think! it's really very demoralizing! i have tried so hard, but i just cant get it! before we left, sheila said that my steps are still not clean enough & i need alot of practices! sometimes i also feel very frustrated with myself, how come i just can't dance well? others can do it, why can't i? i might be slower than others in learning, but after all the practices, i should be able to catch up with them, but apparently i just not doing it correctly! What's the matter with me? Why m i so dumb? Haiz... Yday also quite a day for me! cuz yday was the last day for my MANGO (boutique) voucher - Bday present from Becky - i rushed down to Mango at Taka immediately after work, hoping that they can really extend my expiry date since they are having sales now, my voucher surely can't be used! but surpriningly, it can still be used! haha.. YES!!! searching high n low for all the clothes there, i can't find anything that i like except for the very 1st item that caught my attention - a white mini jacket. actually i also "spotted" a white pants, but it's too costly for such a pants (S$75), and i think the jacket will be more versatile, so i got the jacket instead! since both are new collection, so i can still buy that pants in future since they both have no discount! initially i wanted to get a dress, but one of them was too long; the others are too formal for me. Plus i hardly wear dress nowdays, [unlike last time, i could still wear for Adrian] so i thought i should get something that i can wear more often! Surprisingly, now MANGO still have quite alot small sizes for their items, and now u can walk in and shop at your very own comfort zone. Actually it's not bad lah! bUt cuz of the sales, i really won't bear to spend so much on MANGO. Then, just thinking of going down to the foodcourt 2 have my mixed-veggie rice 4 dinner, i happened to saw a bag. After an enjoyble chat with the salesgirl, i think i was abit moved - i bought that bag. But if i'm not wrong, i have seen that bag before & i remembered it's quite expensive. Anyway, it's after 40%, so paying S$38 for such an unique bag, i think it's still quite worth it. Besides, i have not go shopping for super long, probably this can treat as a little pamper for myself?!