@nother SPOILT day... Haiz... Yday i was rushing off after work to school, so worried that i can't make it & will get scolding from Mich again. So i rushed like really mad - went 2 Novena Square to buy more strawberries, then just happened to see some small food fest (push carts) along the centre, so i just bought my dinner - but i bought hor-fun & noodles (with doufu, veggie & fish), and i was so impatient that i ate while i was waiting for the bus. But i feel that i might not have enough time to eat later, and i'm kinda hungry (maybe just psychological), i bought da-bao, and stupid me - just cuz the person induced me with the promotion of 2 for $2.50 (where 1 for $1.50); then i bought 2. my craving for BAO at that time was kinda irressitable, so.. that's y i gave in. After gorging the 1st Da Bao, i was kinda full. But cuz after i reached home, my brain thought of bread, so i just stuffed myself with more bread (from home) & finished off the other da bao. Not only that, i finished up all the "liao" (dishes) & ate some noodles (luckily i didnt finish eating all the noodles - i saved it for my mum 4 her breakfast today). *phew! or else i really don't know how to lose back mann... But all my rushing was kinda redundant cuz there were many people late, i think i'm really just dumb lah! everyone will be coming from work, surely will have people be late. Haiz... ended up me with a bloated stomach. Then, i realized that the detox program needs at least 2 weeks to see results. i think i was just too impatient! now supposedly i have to re-start everything again. Haiz.. but to be less demoralizing, i think i will just continue rather than take it as re-start everything again! or else i think i might not be motivated to do again! Stupid me! Anyway, though i was not really involved in the finale rehearsal yday, but i just go and learn the 2-eights (count) for the finale. As they were discussing & trying to clean up the positions, i was practising the steps on my own, then i saw Emilin was looking at me, and smiled at me. So embarrassing! i think she saw me practising?! does it mean a good sign - show that i'm hardworking? haha.. or just a form of courtesy? Actually not only her lah! Other alumni (Sheryl & one more who i don't know her name) also always smile at me when they see me, say hello to me somemore. Actually they are not as bad as what i thought, i used to think that they are very "dao" & attitude one! but i guess i'm wrong! really cant judge a book by its cover!!! i think it must be the biscuits i ate 2 days ago, plus recently very hectic, not enough zZz, now i'm having sore throat! i think i'm falling sick! Sharks! But luckily my joints (ankles & knee) not as pain as yday, yday those parts were suffering from sharp pain, i think it must be cuz i didn't land properly when i jumped on wed rehearsals. i just hope it won't be worsen lah! Well.. now i'm determined again to go on a super healthy diet again! actually i can eat hor-fun and carrot cake, those that made of rice flour, as long as not "mian fen" (normal flour), cuz i think it's cuz it will expand or something. But seriously, it's quite true! everytime after i eat confectionary, i'll kinda feel bloated, provided that i eat alot at a time. i was bloated the whole evening last nite, and i was so guilty! how i wish i didn't eat yday mann... haiz... nvm! shall move forward & be patient now! at least now i noe i've more choices of food to choose from! YEAH!