"One By One"

Thursday, July 06, 2006
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>> we are supposed to compare Jun Jun B4 & After... so here R the "B4" photos... Charm will be the banker for this bet, if u need further details / information, please refer to Charm --> the smallsma! <<

Jun Jun: B4 (side) Jun Jun : B4

(Front)

Chin, Moi & Jun

Moi & Jun Jun

Luckily we didn't cry! & All of us R in WHITE top except our LEAD ~ Jun Jun.. :: Tired :: i really think that Keff (from my office, one of the high rank person, even higher than my boss) is picking on me! today, as i was eating my oats meal & green apple [breakfast], suddenly Eugene interrupted me, with a little milk mark on the left corner of my mouth. He said i'm not supposed to eat at my desk, he didn't scold me, just warn me nicely, saying that it's ok cuz i din know. but i suspected it's keff cuz i overheard my boss was talking to him on the phone b4 he called me into his room. and b4 tat call, i think keff walked pass my desk. i always think that keff always peeped at what i'm doing one lor! ~ so scary & stressed! i chatted with him b4, his "ENGLAND" is "POWDERFUL" that really pressure me when i talked to him. dere was once, when my boss was away, he warned me not to use my laptop [i guess it's for confidentiality], but the thing is that the company comp is damn lagging, and tat comp (with photoshop) is shared with everyone, cuz tat's the only comp tat has scanner. then i have to keep logging in n out. so time-consuming n interruptive! tat's y i rather spend tat little effort to bring my own n work more efficiently! i was kinda afraid when he questioned me, but later i told WenYing, she said dun care him! though he's higher "rank" than my BOSS, but my BOSS didn't even say anything about it, then it means it's ok! but today my boss "say" me, i dun feel good the whole day! like Nikki said, my reputation seems to be at risk now! haiz... but i mean i only started eating like that cuz i saw the perm staffs also eat at their desk 4 breakfast mah! even my boss also snacked at his desk, it's not tat my breakfast stink the whole office?! really don't know why?! i'm not only eating, but eating while working at the same time lor! really don't know who picked on me?! haiz... reputation is ruined! So sad! still thought he has been saying good things about me [heard from Zhi Yang last friday, Eugene feedback positively to my Prof]. Now i think it might not be true anymore! i have to be extremely careful now mann!!! :( :: time ZOOM so fast :: Suddenly MJ has left 2 Shanghai last nite! now i still can't believe it! hmm... i cant imgine the outing without mj, thou she often the quiet one, but without her, i guess we won't have so many photos uploaded! haha... now i think i have to take over her camera-woman role for our outing! MISS u LOTZ Jun Jun... Feel it's such a pity tat we didn't have a farewell party with u b4 ur trip. Now just hope u will be back soon! Enjoy ur trip! :) This week is really damn busy 4 me! mOn: rehearsal tUeS: send MJ off wEd: ONLY REST DAY tHuRs: rehearsal [again!] fRi-sun: dance camp like everynite also got something ON... no time to rest mann... wana blog also no time lidat! kinda tired! Plus, this week is BOSS , damn sianz.. have to plan! WORST ~ cant find Ka-Kis (friends) to take together. What a lonely new sem?! Now i'm trying to get as many friends as possible ~ at least one per mod.. but some i really just bid on my own cuz i wana the prof quite badly! Just hope i'll meet good GROUP mates lah! just thought of taking same mods with my juniors, i just feel very odd! but actually i think it'll be quite odd for me to attend Advertising [again] as i requested, though my prof said "welcomed back!" but somehow i think it might not be that nice like that. Unfortunately, he has already hired his TA for both of his classes, now i just feel abit out lah! but i just hope tat i won't be, but really will be able to learn lots more! :) Joyce didn't come 4 send Jun Jun off... cuz her grandpa just passed away! :( "I'm sorry for u Joyce! Hope u are ok now! Don't be sad ok?! I & 208 will always be here 4 u!" in fact, i wana blog last sat already, but no time! :: Last Saturday :: my very 1st dance rehearsal, cuz last thurs my choreographer 4got to come [what a waste of time rite ?]! it was quite fun at the beginning. but towards the end, don't know isit cuz i lost focus / it's just my "retarded" limbs which couldn't coordinate to get the moves right?! cuz of me, everyone can't proceed but have to wait till i be able to do it right! feeling super stressed and pai seh, trying my very best to get the steps rite ~ i really hope to finish soon mann... at the certain point of time, i have thought of quitting also, but at that moment, i think i'm so worried that i just wana get it right, so i won't hold everyone back. finally, she said stop [@1pm, supposedly to be end at 2pm] My heart suddenly feel so much lighter ~ Phew! finally i can rest ! i think my stamina really cant take that - thank goodness that i'm just performing 1.5 item lah! small roles... but have to pay $30 for choreography still - so unfair 4 such little learning! feel so cheated! However, after thinking about it, as it's getting closer n closer, i'm kinda looking forward to it! Maybe i asked my friends to come, i can feel their support in me! tat's y i feel more motivated! i even asked my BOSS & Prof to come! haha... my colleagues are coming too! 208 will probably come too! YEAH! i must work hard to put up a good show 4 them mann... :) though it's just a small part, i think it's nice to watch lah! at least it's more worth it than the Stageit ~ Sword has 2 edges... :: Last Friday :: To show face, i had to go 4 the Stageit production (SMU drama theatre club) - Swords Has 2 Egdes... initially thought of going on Thurs nite cuz it's cheaper, but last min i had rehearsal, and HX's 21st bday party changed to Sunday evening, so i went on Friday! Seriously, it was so crap lah! started & ended so strangely! REALLY a surprise mann... When i reached there, surprsingly i met ZHiYang (my ads TA), he's currently working 4 my Ads prof ~ so lucky him! i wish i can work 4 my prof too... unfortunately, my very 1st application alreadygot rejected! ~ Teaching Assistant! Then, i met Jaclyn, Keli they all... chatting non-stop, neglecting Weichen by the side, the show soon begins... surprisingly, we are all sitting in the same LAST row, cuz we got Louis to help us buy tickets. i still thought Louis gave us lousy seats, but Jac suggested that we can shift our chair to the stair behind us, so our view won't be blocked by anybody's head. i thought tat's the hidden meaning of good seats from louis [but actually i found out that, he really didn't manage to get good seats for us -- this shows that Louis is not tat smart afterall! haha...] During the show, WC suddenly just laughed with a comical face, i thought it's cuz of the high-pitch screaming by the maids (actresses), but it's cuz of the POOR acting & director's skills that made him LOL! but i thought that was abit too slow... really didn't expect that he was laughing for that at that time! Soon, 15 min intervals ended. Just b4 the show ended, WC laughed again! and his laughters just passed on to Jac like broken telephone - one after the other - WC to me, then to Jac, then to Keli!

Found out something new: Jac & Keli are together lor! Stupid gal ~ never tell me! :(

Seriously, i felt damn cheated after the show! haiz.. i wish i'm not free at all! Super disappointing! Sorry WC ~ "Hai" u waste $18! But i'm sure this dance concert will surely worth ur $$$ ! Cuz at least got me inside mah! haha.... :: Freshman Bash _ Pageant :: No news as yet! Just wondering, how would i be if i really get in?! hmm.. i also don't know! but kinda excited if i can get in! Hee... really once in a life time mann... Let's c lah!

2:11 AM
ONE PIECE FEVER =D