Firmenich always "spoilt" my shoes today is my 2nd last day in firmenich, i finished my design work already lor! But tmr still got one more day, so i tried to take my own sweet time to do work. once i reached office, i hurried up wrap up the present (for my boss). but unfortunately, he left even earlier than me (4 pm) and i didnt have proper depart with him, though he already did a brief farewell with me. He said we will probably meet up someday to have a proper meal or something lah! Cuz today during lunchtime, i was actually waiting for him to initiate lor! Even though i was very hungry b4 lunch, i tried to da-han and wait 4 him to initiate! But he's really very stingy leh! no shadow of him at all lor! Don't even know where he go mann ?! sianz... Think he's really live up to his well-known nick of being stingy! No sign / gesture of showing appreciation at all lor! And he still owed me $ n signature! Sharks.. he's leaving to oversea, don't know when he'll be back mann! Sianz.. then my pay for august will have to wait even longer - So sianz... Just hope that he'll keep to his promise lor ~ Give me a copy of all the promotion flyers that i have done, after they have printed out. And give a treat after his return!!! Most importantly, is to return me $ for buying the strawberries that time! Cuz i'm so broke now - after buying the hp! On my way to MOS, i was feeling kinda sad & depressed! Suddenly i got back the feeling of me losing Adrian that time - the "can't bear to leave" feeling! Haiz... I didn't feel that way initially! But i guess it's really time to be sedimental already! I even feel like tearing lor! Really feel the "can't-bear" mann.. Maybe cuz the people are treating me pretty nice, especially Cherffon, don't know why lately (these few days) she keeps talking to me, keep offerring me food and all, despite she's well-known of very calculative [for eg. if u owed her $ 2.55, she will expect u to return her $2.60, cuz she doesn't want 5 cents, and she doesn't accept u paying her lesser than the actual amount!] Don't know leh! Maybe she really kinda like me?! That's y tend to treat me better {than Kikki & Ying Jie} ?! Hmm... that's y the more i can't bear to leave like that. But if u were to ask me to stay if possible, my answer will definitely be "NO!" Cuz this sitting in front of the Comp 24/7 kind, i really can't make it lah! One obvious learning point from this internship is that - i really can't suitable for office work! I'll fall asleep very easily, n i need to interact with people stay active n awake! Plus office work - keep sitting down, eating alot, very very fast will grow out of shape one lor! that's y now i must work hard to train for flat tummy, somemore Bash is in 2 weeks time! Really stressed! Then, from this morny, i noticed that my favourite purple Alegra's heels torn! ~ the front part. At 1st it was only the left side but by the time i reached MOS, both right n left also torn from bad to worst mann.. sianz... As i was so emotionally down & rushed, i looked abit stressed when i reached, so everyone started asking me what happened. Haha.. as if i've some problem like that! Something surprising also, dont' know why - as i was on my way, i kinda of keep thinking if Kenny would be there. Don't know y my mind keeps thinking of him leh?! hmm... Well... after learning the catwalk, i just wana hang out with them n chit chat, but ended up eating tou-fu-telok (malay dish - fried tou fu with some spicy & sweet sauce) Lucky me (in someway) ! I managed to walk quite normally and get myself home with my shoes opened till my toes are all showing! It's really tiring to walk on such high heels with the front opened n spoilt! Now, i was thinking one of these days, i might probably go down to c if they have any nice shoes, maybe i shall buy new heels already! Otherwise, i might have to wear the Turquiose one 1st lor! (same disign, but one size bigger) Haiz... still thot can show off my unique nice shoes! Now no more! Really very sad now! Haiz...