Moi & Ryan Woke up much earlier than i expected, i guess last nite REST was very GOOD! i'm feeling +ve again! Perhaps after letting out all my saddness & stress, i feel so much much better! YES!!! supposedly i have to reach sch for rehearsal by 1pm, but at the end, i was hesitating to go gym or not, & dili-deli online, so at the end i left my house pretty late! Worst, cuz i wana change my new slippers (bot yday b4 i went home) for one size smaller ~ LESSON learnt: NEVER buy shoes in the evening, they really SHRUNK! So i rushed down again, thinking that they might not have anymore stocks if i go after rehearsal, as a result, i got my feet in pain again! At 1st i felt much better already, but cuz i walked damn fast, so my feet hurts! SHIT! As i entered the classroom (where rehearsal is held), i only saw Kay Wee, Monica, Clarinda, Wei Jie, Kenneth (My partner), Lily & Chun Yong. *Phew! Cheh! i still tot i was very late - cuz it's almost 1.30pm, Scared me for nothing. And i ran for nothing. Now my feet hurts again! - Stupid me!!! Shun Man came later cuz she has tuition, Melissa not coming cuz she has rashes, and anyway, jason is not coming, they are rehearsing tmr. Once i entered the room, the hot topic is about the VOTING system - cuz the system allows unlimited votes from each individual, so there serves no purpose for voting actually. That's y stupid Chun Yong keeps voting for the rest to balance up the % of the others. After i heard that, i was kinda "pissed". Not only cuz I have tried so hard to make my votes shoot up so high, also becuz i really feel very bad for Qin Ying's effort in continuously voting for me to pull up my votes %, which in turn motivate me & make me stand up again! Haiz... What to do?! i know i'm being kinda selfish to have such thot, but he wants it to be fair to everyone, so... ya lor! What can i do? But i mean what i'm unhappy about is that i made so much effort in spreading the words to get voters, then i got such results; yet the others don't have to announce and got someone there to vote for them! Isn't it pissed off for me? My effort all gone! This is really what i'm PISSED about mann... :( But today rehearsal was alright! And surprisingly Kenny bot some tou-hui (soya bean) & you-tiao for us for refreshment. I didn't eat cuz this morny my "brunch" - i ate peanuts! SO guilty! And actually i was so depressed, i ate peanuts even after my zai-cai-fan (mixed veggie rice) for dinner, after i got home. That's y i was so tempted to go gym in the morny b4 rehearsal (unfortunately time doesn't allow)! i was very full still, so i didn't eat. But i didn't know Kenny was kinda "particular" about it, he noticed that i didn't eat, but to him, he just think that i'm trying to jian fei (dieting), that's y didn't eat. He offered to send me home, but on the way, he went to collect the postcards. Thinking that it'll just be a short while, but ended up i dozed off in his car while waiting for him. My heart nearly felt out when he suddenly opened the door ~ exactly like u just played roller-coaster/ pirate ship; that caused me to be so shocked! I saw the postcard, and i really think mine was no good! SHIT! haiz.. it seems like it's really not turning very right for me u noe ?! how? oh mann... :( My very 1st postcard & it's like that - how??? Sianz... Seems like things are not getting very right for me now! How can it be like that?! SHARKS!!!

Monica, Clarinda, Shun Man & Moi

KayWee was taking photo of me (using my new HP - cuz we both have the same hp model (w 800 i)