Less than 2 weeks only! Must PUT them OFF!! Show them what i've got! DOn't let them look down on u!!!
The Lake House is really good show!!! ~ maybe cuz i long time never catch such a nice movie already, that's y i think it's really a nice one, despite others might think it's a typical show.
Today is SMU vivace. I volunteered to help out, as i wana see the show (though at the end i still missed cuz i was helping Alina to comb her hair). I reached there pretty early, thinking that i could eat there, but at the end, i still too excited about "biscuits", so i broke my diet plan again! Still thinking of starting again today! Well.. i have no idea how am i going to totally change mann!? Haiz... Just look forward to it lah! Maybe i should console myself that i managed to keep at least 1 promise to myself - eat b4 6pm, and nothing else for consumption after that. Now i just need to be disciplined and not munch on biscuits & bread!!! N do exercises!!!
RUN! forest RUN!!
Sometimes i really hate the feeling of people don't appreciate u and just give that "u can't make it" look! I really hate that lor! Today i tried to go around and help out with their hair or make up, well... i know that my make up skills not that good, and they kinda trust their own skills - this i can understand. But for hair, i also can do it one lor! Just that maybe pple haven't see my "work" b4, so they think this way. ANYWAY, all thanks to one girl, who asked me to do her hair, and this was when it shows my skills. Everyone said it's nice even though when i was tying half way one lor! haha...
Then, later, i helped alina (mentioned earlier, that's y i missed the 1st part of the performance), and when i video-ed the performance, i noticed that it looks better than i thought! She really looks very good in that hairstyle! Maybe also cuz it's my "work", that's y lah! I really very happy and satisfied with it!
Actually, this goes same for my upcoming Pageant contest! Ppl like monica who looks down on me, doubt on my qualities & abilities, i really want to proof them wrong that not only pple of their style will be able to win beauty contest! Ppl with natural beauty &nner beauty {strong personalities} can also win one lor! i must prove to the whole world that not only the typical girls - cares so much over yi-tai, outer beauty (make up) & being sexy - then can qualify one lor! And it's a prove to people who don't know how to respect u as a person that u can do it too! I must stay strong and put them off! Nice people should not always ended up at the losing end / being taken advantage of only!
OK! i think now i must really set this as my target & goal to stick to my strict diet plan mann! But i'm very worried - cuz i think now the word "eating" has become very sensitive to me, it's like a stimulus to me. Perhaps i think too much about it, and adverse effect is resulted instead of moving towards my goal! Tmr going out with my mum, i better be picky about food mann! Or else i will never be able to succeed! Jia You mann!!!
According Chun Yong (on my right), he said he last time kept running everyday, and gradually he lost 10 kg. And to eat only 2 meals a day, between 12 - 7pm. So i think i should really push myself like him, be determined and jia you! Less than 2 weeks is the pageant mann! Really quite stress though!! :(
So to ALL my DEAREST friends, please PLEASE come on 31 AUG to support me! I really need ur SUPPORT to do well! n hopefully u all can help me to fulfill my dreams! Please! Thanks!!!
