Take a Break... WEll! Finally i have updated what i wanted to share with all of u! Now i can blog what i wana say NOW!!! Actually nothing much in particular, just that today seems abit of a weird day for me ~ For no reason, i was kinda itchy mouth in the morny, and i ate super duper lots for breakfast at about 5.30 AM; But the thing that i usually don't eat breakfast one lor! I really don't know why!? Think something wrong with my stomach! Or maybe is it cuz i didn't do my crunches yday? Today i'm back for my internship again! My boss is on leave, he promised me that he will email me, but i guess he must be too enjoyed till he has forgotten me! Now the thing is that he has no instruction for me, so i can't begin my last flavour / assignment. I only have 4 more days here, and to do 1 flavour, it takes me an average of 2.5-3 weeks time. I wonder how am I going to do it? Will i have to work even after my school started? Argh... I really have no idea. C what my BOSS say then! This summer seems to be really busy for me, no wonder everyone all agrees that i'm busy! But am i really that busy always? Not really rite? Surprisingly, despite i'm so busy, like with packed schedule everyday, how come there's no drop in weight, but an increase? I remember i always lose weight once i work in saffron hill research during my holiday, yet now, i'm putting on weight! When is it going to stop & go in the reverse direction? And now, this year there will be Queen of Queens again. I do not know if i will be selected as a represetative for SMU, but i really do, i bet the other contestants [from NUS & NTU] surely will be damn skinny. And the contestants's faces will be shown in the 17th magazine, just imagine if i'm in it ~ Oh no... My very 1st photo in magazine is my worst photo! :( Really very depressing. But that's also depend on if i am selected or not 1st lah! Just lacking of discipine, i have tried many ways to watch my diet, tried many different methods too, but just because i have no stamina, the diet program always won't last long, unless i'm super stressed, till i'm so distracted from all these. Perhaps i'm still too relaxed now, that's Y i can't succeed. I really feel kinda desparate! HELP!!! Haiz... now i think i should stop thinking but going back to work. Still got so much things to do: 1. (Later) Project meeting after work 2. Internship 3. Report 4. Revision for Monday Exam 5. Photoshoot (again cuz some of the shots were not taken well last week) 6. (Saturday) BBQ @ Damon's House [but i'm not going already - no time] 7. (Sunday) Post Production BBQ Gathering for Rummage [don't think i'm going cuz need to study for exam] 8. Rehearsal for catwalk Next week: 9. Meeting with WC b4 he flies off for his exchange 10.Presentation for HR Project 11. Rehearsal at MOS 12. Internship 13. Convocation for freshmen (helping out for backstage) So i'm only left with next sunday as my only peaceful rest day b4 school resume! Wah!!! Really very packed! Maybe good also - keep myself occupied! I think this summer is one of the most fulfilling summer holiday that i ever have - i've done so many different things over this vacation! Cool!