Now it's my turn to have more frequent entry for my BLOG... cuz it's the e - Sam'X week! sianz...

FIVE Ways for escape = GO:
1) Watch TV & Eat for 60 min after studied only for 15 min: - that's why out weighing scale only go to the right but not return to the left
2) Online: finding someone on MSN to chat; otherwise, BLOG > exactly what i'm doing now!
3) 4 a jog: - healthiest way & good way to release stress; but how long can all of us run, we can't run everyday cuz at the end, we will just tired out ourselves
4) Out with friends? - very unlikely for me -> cuz i'll feel damn guilty, and not mood to shop or what! Plus, who will entertain u at this time for shopping? everyone is knocking themselves to their desk n busy MUGGING!
5) zZz: - unless u are a sleeping beauty!

Haiz... now i'm so worried and concerned about being Ads TA (teaching assistant), i really wana be since after last summer, but cuz my prof has already hired his TAs 4 this sem, so i have been waiting patiently for the next sem;

criteria for being a TA:
1) Must get at least an "A-" for the respective subject
[ No Problem! cuz i've got "A" for ads]

2) Overall GPA must be at least 3.0
[Slight problem! cuz of my Year 1 Term 2, my overall GPA is struggling to reach 3.0]

Now i fit all the other criteria, my prof likes me, C1 - "A" grade - passed, but just stupid C2 - overall GPA, now i'm kinda worried that i can't get it again cuz this sem i'm not doing very well in my mods, esp IE. I think my grades can't really pull up alot, it might even pulled down lor! i really don't know how!

Right now, it's a chance to pull up - but studying harder for the upcoming exam, but all the reluctance and inertia really not very motivating for me to push myself to study harder! Perhaps it's cuz i have already got the mindset that GPA is not everythg (kinda give up to score damn good, but let nature takes its course?!) tat's why i'm not striving hard enough! I've become a more relaxed person now, tat's why i'm not that determined (n maybe that's why i never succeed in my weight loss!) Haiz...

NOW i just hope that my Prof can CREATE MAGIC 4 MOI!!! Pleaseeee....

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